Purpose, Produce and Paunch

Well because I have today off which is why I think that I have overeaten today. It is so much easier to eat when you are at home and are I full control all of the food around me.

We are going out on a date tonight and we are going to be getting food as well. A part of me wishes that we didn’t have to have things like dates center around food but that is how we have centered our relationships and venues around.

I think I need to determine why I want to be eating well, loosing weight and maintaining a certain weight.

As of right now, I am not sure why I want to be eating well and I keep overeating and I keep on gaining weight.

I think that I always and never to be focused on what I am eating and my weight. I need to be more aware of what I am putting into my body.

I am giving myself a heart attack with all of the bad that I am currently eating. I only have one body, so I need to be taking care of it.

Success in life doesn’t necessarily mean that you can eat for all three meals and even if you can it doesn’t mean that you have to.

I am not one to cook but I am not someone who wants to learn either or takes a lot of enjoyment out of learning how to cook.

I think that I have to much choice when it comes to eat and I don’t have any structure to what I am eating so I just keep on eating so therefore I end up eating more then what I need to. If I can fit it into my belly and keep on eating then that is why I do. Why have one piece of toast when you can have two? Why have a small amount of spread on your toast when you can layer it on real thick?

I do have a bunch of rules as to how I want to live my life with food but do I truly understand they why I want to live that way?